We fucked up bigger and better than any generation before us. We were so beautiful.

Today has been soooo hectic. It had major ups and major downs but currently I'm quite happy with life, although it is frustrating. Prom is coming up though c:
this set could be way better ugh.
I'm sorry for getting this in so late.
- @jennycaterina
- @call-me-taylor
- @georgipotterxoxo
- @vulture
- @love623
- @chaseawaythedarkness
- @blueberry-bubblegum
- @accio-samantha
- @her-heart-attack
- @mechanical-bride
- @the-crazy-girly
- @xhurts-like-heaven
- @malfoy-is-my-king
- @ginaheartscupcakes

And that you'd never have no worth, but you were always gold to me.
And back when we were kids, we swore we knew the future and our words would take us half way 'round the world. But I never left this town, and you never saw New York, and we never crossed the sea.
Always Gold/ Radical Face
I really like this song, it really reminds me of one of my really good friends.
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BOTH;
Good luck guys c: I think we're doing pretty great so far. I'm pretty excited I got put on such an awesome and talented team.
- @jennycaterina
- @call-me-taylor
- @georgipotterxoxo
- @vulture
- @love623
- @chaseawaythedarkness
- @blueberry-bubblegum
- @accio-samantha
- @her-heart-attack
- @mechanical-bride
- @the-crazy-girly
- @xhurts-like-heaven
- @malfoy-is-my-king
- @ginaheartscupcakes

Name: Lexie
Group Choice: Vintage but if there's no more room i'll take grunge or basically anywhere there's room and if there's no room oops
Link to 3 of your best sets:
http://www.polyvore.com/seven_years_has_gone_so/set?id=36736750
http://www.polyvore.com/it_took_me_sleeve_girl/set?id=75477717
http://www.polyvore.com/im_standing_on_your_porch/set?id=72600738
Alpha: Sure
Tag 10 friends:
i don't really have any friends and sorry if you're already in the group and I tag you
@an-unknown-world
@vulture
@desironi-rhymes-with-macaroni
@high-regard
@catsarecool
@iwrestledahalvorsenonce
@wolfees
@pi0neer
@thatslovelydarling
@patr0nus

Prom and spring break and this summer thats going to be super packed with traveling and AP class homework and hopefully a lot of parties and time with friends is coming up very rapidly.
And then after that is senior year and I'm a little freaked out and flustered at the moment because scheduling for classes just started.

Tonight let's not talk about next summer, cause I'll only ever be a middle distance runner.
 

 
Ugh I have essays to do goodbye.

And I won't leave until you come downstairs.
 
Breakups are hard even if the relationship was rough and long distance. It was still cut short too soon. But I think we'll both be happy. Other than that, things have been bumpy. I really need to straighten out my eating patterns and sleeping schedule. I forget meals and can go days without thinking about eating. I think it's just a winter funk.
Spring will be be here soon, and track is starting. I've been getting involved in a lot more stuff lately. I took a couple steps up the social latter. I'm NOT looking forward to prom at all anymore. I have spring break to look forward to though. And my summer looks pretty exciting as of right now.
I just hope my mood turns around here soon.

As well as your body? And can you lie next to her
and confess your love, as well as your folly?
And can you kneel before this king and say "I'm clean"? But tell me now where was my fault in loving you with my whole heart?
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I haven't made a set in forever whoops.
So I've never really been into the long distance thing but it happens and it sucks. It sucks when two people so close to your heart live so far away. But I guess that makes you stronger.
Other than that, my holiday was great.

Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt, told you I'd let them go, and that I'll fight my corner. Maybe tonight I'll call you, after my blood turns into alcohol. No I just wanna hold you.
 
It's been a dull month with a fiery inside where everything just melts together. I opened myself up to be hurt which was dumb of me but I think I'm recovering. I feel weaker though. Ugh.
Christmas is coming and I don't know what i want and I'm bad at ice skating and he's moved on. He just doesn't like you for you anymore and you couldn't keep him. And everyone is settling into their routines like hibernation and the days drag on the same every day and I feel bored and sad.
Like listen to Man Overboard in my room all night kind of sad. Like eat popcorn and watch Ed Sheeran music videos kind of sad. But when I try to feel better I take long drives and listen to 70's and 80's sassy black women singers.
"You are not delicate. You are skinny dipping at 2 am; You are the reverberating echoes of a cuss word ricocheting off of steeply sloping sides of a mountain; you are snow on bare skin in the dead of winter; You are the heat of a wildfire, the rage of a storm. Delicate things are pretty. But you are not delicate. You are wild and lewd and unpredictable."
 
Your loss baby.

I think I've been going through this odd point in my life. My feelings seem so shallow. Maybe it's because winter keeps getting closer and closer. Strangers seem like friends and friends seem like strangers. I have two parties to go to this weekend and I know I'll end up going and time will fly by and it'll be Monday morning and everything will repeat and I can't get a handle on things anymore. I'm at a good point in life. A free point. And a low point. "I believe in the kindness of strangers" It's hard keeping up with the people in my life and I feel like I'm always busy with nothing. And I'm glad I'm finally enjoying my teenage years and living fast but I wish I could better process my emotions. I've been so indecisive lately. I seek safety in others. I'm tired. I've got a war in my head.

I haven't made a set in awhile I'm sorry. School started up. I think in these two months, I've made a lot more friends. I also lost a bunch of friends. But these new ones pulled me into a group. Bonfires and parties and dates and boys wanting to hold your hand. I'm kicking up dust on my old friends. It's crazy how much things have changed this year. I did end up getting all of my classes. Those classes are a bit harder. But I can keep up. I just feel a lot less alone. I don't get home until after 11 on Saturday nights and I feel proud. Teenagers do all of the things you see in pictures on tumblr. I have friends that smoke and drink and parties have alcohol right now and everyone thinks they love each other. It's like I can relate to a song by the Maine. And I feel like when I look back on these years they'll be really happy and maybe I'll get goosebumps and secretly hope my children are doing the same things I did and staying out until 3am bowling and huddling by a bonfire and talking all night at sleepovers and talking about cute boys.
And even with all of this new stuff going on, I've kept my grades up to a 3.9 and I'm pretty happy with that.
Homecoming was lovely and I had a date and a group and the whole night was <3
 
I think in summary, I haven't been on much since I've been busy. And if I have time, I'll stop back and fill everyone in but right now I'm just very happy with where I am in life.
"So this is life, and I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."